Hey All. I'm trying to write something down at least once a day on here.

It's always good to keep track of your life in writing. It helps your self understand who you are. Writing about my recent crisis has helped me understand who I am and what I don't need. I know I'm an emotional person but I haven't had the right people around me. I've now trimmed down my list of friends and I am actually happier which is good.

The only thing is now I want to be properlly happy... but where do I start? I always felt more comfortable in a relationship but before I get into another I feel I need to really find out who I am. What do I like to do, who do I like to hang out with etc. Everything that I haven't had basically from being in a relationship. I want to know have any of you been in a long term relationship from a young age and if so, when or if you split up, how did you find yourself? Because a lot of bumf builds up from the couple era of your life that is not necessarily you.

I think thats all for today.

See ya later